I Am Strong, So I Cry

People kept saying I am strong
So for a long time I only cried when there was no one around

Because I thought when I cry, I am weak

There was a time I only can cry when I was in his arms
And I didn't cry when it ended
Though I felt like my life just ended

Now I just cry and cry until I feel I can't cry no more
Then I cried a little bit more

I cried so many times now
I cried everytime I am happy, sad or even when I can feel so much love from an article, or even a photo
I even cry now everytime I see cute cat rescue videos

I think I cried a lot now for everytime I needed to cry,
but I didn't think I should
I think I cried a lot now for everytime I wanted to cry,
but I couldn't
I think I cried a lot now for every pain I felt,
but I didn't

And I will keep on crying now even for the smallest joy and heartbreaks I feel
Because I am strong, I can cry
I will cry everytime I fall, and get back on my feet
Everytime

-idaXu